Today I have been spinning with awe. Something I wished to change in my life and set in motion last Fall rose up today to show me its resolution. Sometimes we don’t know how our dreams will play out. Watching them unfold can be a trip.
Last Fall, I began exploring a very ingrained story about dying at 45 like my mom and her father. I don’t know why I got it stuck in my head, but I did! I kept myself from truly following my dreams because I just couldn’t see life beyond that. As 45 inched closer, I decided I would reach for wellness and longevity…..trying to avoid my fear of death wasn’t working so I might as well go through the back door! I had tried to deny my fear for so long without making headway that I thought claiming life might give death a run for its money.
I began seeing a chiropractor who was also a naturopathic doctor. Some of her methods were unconventional. Some were cutting edge. When it felt right, I followed what she prescribed. I began listening to my body, working on the subtle issues that came up. And a theme began to develop. I was sick. My cycle went crazy. You can read all about it in my previous post Boldly Saying the “C” Word where I share about recently discovering I have uterine cancer.
Yah, on my way to reaching for wellness and longevity I discovered the thing that just might have killed me just as I had been spinning in my imagination for decades. Instead frantically wrestling with the fear, I shifted my reality. Here I am with a very curable dis-ease, caught early, with a great outlook for the future. I think some people might immediately see cancer as a pathway to dying. I know for me it is a catalyst for living with more freedom than I have in decades. Cancer helped me let go of death and grab onto life.
With or without the cancer, I was on my way towards a better life thanks to the body work, emotional and spiritual work I have been doing since I started working on living longer. Each day I would look for ways to make life better….healthier, happier, more connected to nature, people, myself, and that Something More that walks this journey with me. Life felt like it was full of possibility!
So that is my celebration…..now an invitation for you to move towards a celebration for yourself.
A Challenge: What if there really was a field of possibility for you to pull your life’s desire out of….what would YOU set in motion? Anyone dare state that today? Check inside and see what might feel like it wants relief in your life. You don’t have to know HOW you are going to do it. You don’t want to know really because a big shift usually happens organically and synchronisticly. Claim what you want in your life and then listen for the next right step. For me it was moving towards a healthier, longer life by going to see that specific doctor. I kept listening along the way. Do it and I will hold that energy with you! You can post here what you want or simply leave a note saying you want to make a shift and I will hold space with you. Once you know what you want…listen and take the first move. The Creativity Tribe is playing Possibility Tribe!
I want to share my deepest gratitude for the incredible reception I got in sharing my diagnosis of uterine cancer earlier in the week. I had a LoveStorm of support, encouragement, and prayers expressed here on the website and through my personal Facebook Page. I had more visitors in one day than I often have in a good week. So much love! I can still feel a circle of care gathering up around me. I want to assure each of you that although I have a diagnosis, I am feeling strong, have no out of the ordinary discomfort and am just waiting for my surgery. I am adding in lots of self-care, and doing what I love in my personal life and business life. Thank you again….from the bottom of my very grateful heart!
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